March 22, 2020
Welcome to my world. The truth is I started this personal website a very long time ago. Between not being satisfied with the design and just being consumed about what others would think about me launching my own website as a personal brand, it just never moved past the early stages. Well now it’s here. I am here.
There’s so much happening in this world right now and it really makes me sit back and just think about where I am physically, mentally, and spiritually. Where am I? Who am I? Am I doing what I am called to do? These are questions that I am constantly on a journey of seeking the answer to. As I grow, I realize that there aren’t clear cut answers to these questions. I’m constantly learning and growing by the day. I’m learning about the world, I am learning about myself, my strength, and I am growing mentally and spiritually.
One of the most frustrating things is when someone asks me where I see myself in a set amount of years. Am I wrong for not really having a clear vision of my future? There’s something thrilling about the unknown. I rather take care of the future by being fully present in the moment taking each opportunity that comes my way. I’ve learned time and time again that it is all God’s plan. Every thing that I’ve ever dreamed to accomplish, he’s always responded with bigger. While goals are a great measure, I also find them to be a limitation to what God has planned for us.
Today I’m taking full advantage of the pause of the Earth as we deal with this pandemic. I’ve become a victim to the hustle & bustle and lost a bit of myself along the way. My creative self. Here I am at 2:30 AM blogging, designing, and feeling like the teen version of myself. It feels good and I’m excited to get back to the ambitious, creative, and expressive version of myself. I am here.